Spring

Today I am most grateful for

~ Eric rolling over this morning. What an amazing little man he is to me.
~ That there is such a thing as "unclaimed money" in Michigan and someone owed me $200. Yipee....
~ The "real" pool that was given to us for free and the hard work George has put into getting it ready to install.
~ Being completely aware of my fear, panic and dread that is coming witht he thought of my mother in law taking Eric for the day alone.
~ Learning to live with that for now. And knowing it is something that will be there until I feel more comfortable with her.
~ Feeling like I can ask God to help protect Eric while she has him.
~ The possibilty of having what I want once I choose to let it come to me. ie friends, strong connections and things like a camping trip.
~ Awareness , Awareness, Awareness.
~ Ok, not such a great list....