Today I am grateful for .....
A relaxing, laid back visit with Shanan last night.
Feeling so relieved to have someone to talk to.
Her suggestions, and feedback.
The wonderful food.
My amazing son and all the things I am learning from him.
Getting laundry done for work last night.
Being tall.
Having great hair that grows back really fast.
My Home
My experience.
Love
Smiles
Friends Happiness.
Honesty
Anything not deep fried !! LOL Shannan may be the only one who gets that.
The ones who read this.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Flip Flops
Today I am greatful for
~ Flip Flops and how good it feels to have them on.
~ A long weekend coming up.
~ Our pool getting put up this weekend.
~ Our free "real" pool.
~ George's intelligence that he knows how to put it up himself.
~ The pretty flowers doing well on my porch.
~ Running into an old friend who is also a hairdresser. Just as I was thinking about how I wish I had a hairdresser I could trust with cutting my hair short.
~ My co-worker in Lima who I am forming a friendship with and how much fun it is to talk to her.
~ Being aware of how I feel insecure when I am around her because she is pretty and thin.
~ Still being aware of how low my self esteem is and still brewing and what I should do about it.
~ Yummy iced capps from Kewpee
~ Finding out Shannan does belly dancing... I never would have guessed, how great that is.
~ Seeing how when I read about the belly dancing I instantly thought fun then immediatly told myself I would look gross doing it.
~ Awareness.
~ Resistance
~ Protections
~ Love
~ Laughter
~ Potential.
~ All of you .
Gotta get my but into action. I am sure fighting this !
~ Flip Flops and how good it feels to have them on.
~ A long weekend coming up.
~ Our pool getting put up this weekend.
~ Our free "real" pool.
~ George's intelligence that he knows how to put it up himself.
~ The pretty flowers doing well on my porch.
~ Running into an old friend who is also a hairdresser. Just as I was thinking about how I wish I had a hairdresser I could trust with cutting my hair short.
~ My co-worker in Lima who I am forming a friendship with and how much fun it is to talk to her.
~ Being aware of how I feel insecure when I am around her because she is pretty and thin.
~ Still being aware of how low my self esteem is and still brewing and what I should do about it.
~ Yummy iced capps from Kewpee
~ Finding out Shannan does belly dancing... I never would have guessed, how great that is.
~ Seeing how when I read about the belly dancing I instantly thought fun then immediatly told myself I would look gross doing it.
~ Awareness.
~ Resistance
~ Protections
~ Love
~ Laughter
~ Potential.
~ All of you .
Gotta get my but into action. I am sure fighting this !
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Holding Pattern
Today's list is what I am aware of.....
~ The girly in me screaming for some attention.
~ The comfort I am finding in my old friend food.
~ The shame,guilt and anger I feel after eating EVERY TIME.
~ The self hate talking I have going all the time.
~ The way I give up when things start working.
~ Knowing I am at a point that I need to make so new choices.
~ Feeling hopeless, depressed and knowing I am choosing it.
~ Aware that sometimes it is easier and alot more comfortable to be unhappy.
~ I am aware of how much abundance and resources I have at my fingertips if I just reach out.
~ The girly in me screaming for some attention.
~ The comfort I am finding in my old friend food.
~ The shame,guilt and anger I feel after eating EVERY TIME.
~ The self hate talking I have going all the time.
~ The way I give up when things start working.
~ Knowing I am at a point that I need to make so new choices.
~ Feeling hopeless, depressed and knowing I am choosing it.
~ Aware that sometimes it is easier and alot more comfortable to be unhappy.
~ I am aware of how much abundance and resources I have at my fingertips if I just reach out.
Monday, May 7, 2007
Spring
Today I am most grateful for
~ Eric rolling over this morning. What an amazing little man he is to me.
~ That there is such a thing as "unclaimed money" in Michigan and someone owed me $200. Yipee....
~ The "real" pool that was given to us for free and the hard work George has put into getting it ready to install.
~ Being completely aware of my fear, panic and dread that is coming witht he thought of my mother in law taking Eric for the day alone.
~ Learning to live with that for now. And knowing it is something that will be there until I feel more comfortable with her.
~ Feeling like I can ask God to help protect Eric while she has him.
~ The possibilty of having what I want once I choose to let it come to me. ie friends, strong connections and things like a camping trip.
~ Awareness , Awareness, Awareness.
~ Ok, not such a great list....
~ Eric rolling over this morning. What an amazing little man he is to me.
~ That there is such a thing as "unclaimed money" in Michigan and someone owed me $200. Yipee....
~ The "real" pool that was given to us for free and the hard work George has put into getting it ready to install.
~ Being completely aware of my fear, panic and dread that is coming witht he thought of my mother in law taking Eric for the day alone.
~ Learning to live with that for now. And knowing it is something that will be there until I feel more comfortable with her.
~ Feeling like I can ask God to help protect Eric while she has him.
~ The possibilty of having what I want once I choose to let it come to me. ie friends, strong connections and things like a camping trip.
~ Awareness , Awareness, Awareness.
~ Ok, not such a great list....
Monday, April 16, 2007
My cup overflowith.....
Today I am blessed and grateful
~ To have an amazing, smart, healthy happy son.
~ A hardworking, strong, attractive, thoughtful husband
~ A job that pays me on a monthly basis , provides me health insurance for a fee, provides me pay when I am ill and needs me.
~ A mother who always remembers my daughter and thru her work Abbigale lives on.
~ Having my grandfather who is still alive and loves me and my family very much.
~ My memories of those I love and have been parted from. They live on in my heart.
~ The kleenex commercial that put into words so well how I feel about my grief. "I'm gonna cry because my tears don't compromise my strength , never have"
~ Knowing I am ok, and that I do the best I can.
~ Love
~ Tears
~ My Home
~ My Dogs
~ My cats
~ My doors
~ My brother and his family
~ To have an amazing, smart, healthy happy son.
~ A hardworking, strong, attractive, thoughtful husband
~ A job that pays me on a monthly basis , provides me health insurance for a fee, provides me pay when I am ill and needs me.
~ A mother who always remembers my daughter and thru her work Abbigale lives on.
~ Having my grandfather who is still alive and loves me and my family very much.
~ My memories of those I love and have been parted from. They live on in my heart.
~ The kleenex commercial that put into words so well how I feel about my grief. "I'm gonna cry because my tears don't compromise my strength , never have"
~ Knowing I am ok, and that I do the best I can.
~ Love
~ Tears
~ My Home
~ My Dogs
~ My cats
~ My doors
~ My brother and his family
Friday, March 30, 2007
Bored
Today I am bored !
~ I am grateful for the help at work on a huge project.
~ Getting the project all together and sent out before I left.
~ Eric sleeping peacefuly right now.
Short list I am just bored. Firday night and nothing to do !
~ I am grateful for the help at work on a huge project.
~ Getting the project all together and sent out before I left.
~ Eric sleeping peacefuly right now.
Short list I am just bored. Firday night and nothing to do !
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Someone Noticed
Gratitude
~ The girl at work who just asked if I was losing weight
~ Being proud of myself.
~ Feeling good about being nice to myself.
~ Finding some way of getting our dogs taken care of for free while we are away (in advance)
~ Jennifer from work caring about my feelings when she brings her new baby girl up to work.
~ Having Jennifer at work who has been thru losing a child also.
~ Jennifer's baby girl arriving safely.
~ My cousins baby girl arriving safely .
~ Signe and how we have the same sense of humor and how much I love talking to her.
~ My memories.
~ The nice comment from Sharon and believing it.
~ The idea of getting away for a few days to NC to visit my brother even though it will be allot of driving and being nervous about taking Eric away.
~ The ducks outside my cube window today.
~ You
~ The girl at work who just asked if I was losing weight
~ Being proud of myself.
~ Feeling good about being nice to myself.
~ Finding some way of getting our dogs taken care of for free while we are away (in advance)
~ Jennifer from work caring about my feelings when she brings her new baby girl up to work.
~ Having Jennifer at work who has been thru losing a child also.
~ Jennifer's baby girl arriving safely.
~ My cousins baby girl arriving safely .
~ Signe and how we have the same sense of humor and how much I love talking to her.
~ My memories.
~ The nice comment from Sharon and believing it.
~ The idea of getting away for a few days to NC to visit my brother even though it will be allot of driving and being nervous about taking Eric away.
~ The ducks outside my cube window today.
~ You
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