Thursday, May 10, 2007

Holding Pattern

Today's list is what I am aware of.....

~ The girly in me screaming for some attention.
~ The comfort I am finding in my old friend food.
~ The shame,guilt and anger I feel after eating EVERY TIME.
~ The self hate talking I have going all the time.
~ The way I give up when things start working.
~ Knowing I am at a point that I need to make so new choices.
~ Feeling hopeless, depressed and knowing I am choosing it.
~ Aware that sometimes it is easier and alot more comfortable to be unhappy.
~ I am aware of how much abundance and resources I have at my fingertips if I just reach out.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Great awarenesses Michelle! Being conscious of our behaviors is a sign of growth. Know in any moment you can choose to (and are strong enough to) do it differently. You completely rock.

Love love love,
Shanan