Here I am....

Today I am great - full.

~ A cube at work with two wondows.
~ The vet helping me today with my cat.
~ Making a decision to be honest with the vet
~ Having choices
~ Being calm even though my finances are totaly out of control.
~ Accepting that I have contributed to them being out of control.
~ Eric and the smiles he gives me everyday.
~ My body creating two children .
~ My mother and her understanding of grief
~ Eric's health
~ Taking the first step in meeting a neighbor today when she was out walking her baby.
~ My job
~ Being able to laugh with George today in a situation where in the past my reaction would have been a fight and seeing what growth was there fighting to laughing ....So nice.
~ Coming out of my safe place to create this blog and tell Kari, Shanan, Signe , Sharon and Cindy how much I miss feeling part of and how much I miss each of you .
~ Creating a circle of friends (in advance)