Bored

Today I am bored !

~ I am grateful for the help at work on a huge project.
~ Getting the project all together and sent out before I left.
~ Eric sleeping peacefuly right now.

Short list I am just bored. Firday night and nothing to do !

Someone Noticed

Gratitude

~ The girl at work who just asked if I was losing weight
~ Being proud of myself.
~ Feeling good about being nice to myself.
~ Finding some way of getting our dogs taken care of for free while we are away (in advance)
~ Jennifer from work caring about my feelings when she brings her new baby girl up to work.
~ Having Jennifer at work who has been thru losing a child also.
~ Jennifer's baby girl arriving safely.
~ My cousins baby girl arriving safely .
~ Signe and how we have the same sense of humor and how much I love talking to her.
~ My memories.
~ The nice comment from Sharon and believing it.
~ The idea of getting away for a few days to NC to visit my brother even though it will be allot of driving and being nervous about taking Eric away.
~ The ducks outside my cube window today.
~ You

Lean Pockets

Today I am greatful for

~ Just eating very yummy lean pockets for lunch.
~ The ease in which weight watchers is working for me.
~ My pants getting loose.
~ The possiblities of what I can do as I become lighter .
~ Anna's name for me. Never thought of myself as inspiring !
~ TheDeacon at church giving me a straight answer to my question.
~ My daughter and son.
~ My Husband
~ My mother
~ Doors, it is a story I am willing to tell you if you ask....
~ Stevie Nicks and all the other great music.
~ Having what I need.

The Goose

I am grateful

~ For the goose or whatever you want to call it ourside my cube window this morning.
~ For my flexible position at work.
~ For the ability to start over at anytime.
~ For the nice weather and taking Eric out in it.
~ For saying what I felt and not trying to go back and fix it even though I think the person is mad at me now.
~ Laughing Cow cheese.
~ For the energy I have lately
~ For the clothes I wore today and how they make me feel
~ For my overnight trip for work with Eric at home with George going well (in advance)

Here I am....

Today I am great - full.

~ A cube at work with two wondows.
~ The vet helping me today with my cat.
~ Making a decision to be honest with the vet
~ Having choices
~ Being calm even though my finances are totaly out of control.
~ Accepting that I have contributed to them being out of control.
~ Eric and the smiles he gives me everyday.
~ My body creating two children .
~ My mother and her understanding of grief
~ Eric's health
~ Taking the first step in meeting a neighbor today when she was out walking her baby.
~ My job
~ Being able to laugh with George today in a situation where in the past my reaction would have been a fight and seeing what growth was there fighting to laughing ....So nice.
~ Coming out of my safe place to create this blog and tell Kari, Shanan, Signe , Sharon and Cindy how much I miss feeling part of and how much I miss each of you .
~ Creating a circle of friends (in advance)